Ich wünsche

Starring at a white, senseless wall
wondering if you still read me
starring at your mark on my wall
thinking you should be near me

Still don't understand
why you've gone away and

I wanted you to stay
I wanted to cry, so bad
I wanted you to say
wanted you to try, oh my
I wanted it to rain
didn't want the stars to shine
because I hate to watch the stars on my own

Looking at that one photograph
wondering if you believed me
you should know me better by now
we both knew this wasn't easy

I wanted you to stay
I wanted to cry, so bad
I wanted you to say
wanted you to try, oh my
I watned it to rain
didn't want the stars to shine
because I hate to watch the stars on my --

My hands are filled with stains of ink
my legs are shaking, will this be?
my heart is beating, all these memories...