Dear me:

Hello there, how'ya been doing?.. Seems to me quite wrong, based on the things i've seen lately.
Well dude, if you'll allow me, I'ma tell you a couple of things you need to know and, why not?, change:

- First of all; you need to stop smoking, either that or really cut the tobacco daily doze, seriously, it wont take you anywhere, and besides, no one likes smeling like an ash tray

- What the fuck is it between you and booze?, has it become a need already? can't you have fun without it?, fuck it. I don¡t get you

- Let me also tell you that you have quite disappointed me with your sudden weed-curiosity; and not only me, but your parents as well, and God knows who else will be disappointed. Why the fuck did you do that?, what were you thinking?

- Is there a special reason why you aint excercising anymore?, don't you know it is good for your health?, for you?

- Deine mädchen (if you, #masochist, still wanna call her like that).
Well dude, things happen, that's just life, sometimes you break a heart and sometimes they break your's.
Really, I'm asking you this seriously, not only for your mental, but for your physical health.
She's not good for you anymore, I mean, I'm really glad it happened and it was amazing while it lasted, but now it is over. And you have to face it, don't be the usual coward this time.
Let it go, let her go... For you, it's not so bad doing a selfish thing every once in a while.
Ican't promise it wont hurt,but, you'll see... Es ist für die beste.

Ok?

I love you
You deserve it to be a better person.