First emotional breakdown (Part II)

Dear stranger:

This is me again.

I just want you to know that, no matter what i tell my friends... No.
I'm so not over you, and maybe I wont be in a long time, if there's one thing I've learned is to be honest, at least with myself.

You meant... You mean so much to me it is hard to let you go.
You are really, very special, and I know you shure know it, you'll never be alone (don't get me wrong, is not what I want) but, the thing is that you are someone really special, I never thought someone could make me feel that happiness; please, PLEASE, make someone else feel that way, it will be worth it.
Take a risk, take a chance on loving, take a chance on falling.
It's worth it.
I can tell.