Whoa.... this is all just huge and new, i'd never felt this emptiness.. i kinda wonder if it IS normal that i'm feeling so weird, its funny cuz, i only feel like that when i'm alleine.. oder, when i see you post something to mes amis...
I still don't (and maybe will never) understand, why you kept it on, with me, you know?, when you knew it was over.. i guess it's nice to be unconditionally loved (not that that was what i used to do with you)... or, maybe... no!, you're not the kind of person who feels guilty about anyone.
Why didn't you dump me when it was about time?..
Im not bipolar, but i'm glad you didn't.. cuz i wouldn't have gotten to kiss you, or even REALlY meet you... touch you, breathe you, hold your hand, meet your parents, your frends, your house, your room, your car, your bed.. the beach, that night.. the sound of the waves, the heat inside and outside...
#I'matellmyselftosleep that.. things happen for a reason, right?
We weren't meant to be... and now its clear to me, and, aganist everything i believe in and i say.. i still care about you, and i still miss you, no.. i miss the immage of you, i miss the person i thought you were #thingsitellmyselftosleep...
Anyway... Fuck you
#herecomesbipolaragain
I love you
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